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Looking back on the past month (April), I think there are too many things that I kept forgetting.

I forget people's birthday, I forget to host a stream, I forget to draw, I forget to reply to RPs, and doing entries of TGOCT.

I didn't think those forgetfulness will really means anything, but looking at them right now, it really hurts somehow. It feels like I've been missing a lot of things that I should've done or see. They've been a habit that's always causing a certain pain, but I've lived with it. 

On some aspects, I wonder if it's actually me that don't really pay attention to things like that, especially birthdays. Since some certain event, birthday becomes a sad thing for me that I don't pay too much to it, despite seeing one's birthday, I'd always wanted to give them something, no matter how late.

And there's TGOCT. To be honest there's a regret that I didn't finish my entries on time, but my opponent's has done a great job it drove them away and I really am happy if she won the round. I still decided that I will finish the rest, but I'm kind of doubtful somehow. Feeling relieved, the drive is slowly gone, and afterall, there's a feeling that I do not wish to change the end that has been written by my opponent with new view given by my entry. It's stuck at stash for a while, and I'm confused somehow. 

There's just too much many confusing things right now.
  • Listening to: Donut Hole - Kenshi Yonezu
  • Reading: Curtsies and Conspiracies
  • Watching: Mekakucity Actors
  • Playing: The End

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I-Need-Bacon Featured By Owner Dec 13, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Joe my friend, how are you?
AvalonStarlight Featured By Owner Apr 22, 2014
Hi, I see you are watching my old account. I have a new one now: :iconfloralfawn: I hope to see you there, thanks for your support!
OoshiroSaohime Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Ternyata kita satu kampus ww
joe021093 Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013
Eeeh? Anak FIB juga? 8D
OoshiroSaohime Featured By Owner Dec 3, 2013  Student Digital Artist
senior kamu #cough

btw kamu lagi cari villain buat SS kah?
mau sama aku ga?
joe021093 Featured By Owner Dec 4, 2013
Siapa...? (bah) 

Maaf, aku sudah sama orang lain ._.)
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vvincentt Featured By Owner Dec 1, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Heya Joe, thanks for faving!

(Much is appreciated!) :D
abernite Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Joe my friend!
shsn Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2013
There are two contests at #Muslim-Manga
I thought you might be interested ^_^
toniart57 Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2012
apa kabar
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